I need to get off my ass and do something! Everyday is the same, nothing changes. Everyday I think and wonder what it would have been like if I got up and out. Not to work, or anywhere important but just away from the house enjoying the day. I wonder if that's even possible. What would I do? Since I've just paid off my last credit card I don't have any extra money to spend. There has to be some free things I can do, right? I better figure this out soon. I can't sit around and wait for life I need to dive into it.
I did get an opportunity to deliver product to a customer! I'm really excited! I even asked if she'd like to have a party, so we decided on mid-March. I can't wait! I know my schedule's going to start getting busier but I can sure use an opportunity where I get to do what I love! I remember why I stopped. I was scared and unhappy with my results. Everyone judging and holding my product choices against me. Who died and made you the Queen of all cosmetics? I understand brand loyalty but a simple 'no' would have worked. What I forgot was regardless of what they thought, I should have just kept pushing forward. For every negative there's a positive...Right?
What I do understand is jealousy. I'm a great make-up artist and I can use any brand to make anyone look good! To be honest, it doesn't matter what brand you choose as long as your happy with your choices. No one walks up to you off the street and asks if your wearing a certain brand and color. Guess what? 'No one knows!' Only you know what you have on! So why would you scoff at my choices? Are you trying to make yourself feel better? As far as I'm concerned you can keep your comments to yourself. I didn't ask you.
Whew! I certainly hope this new found confidence stays with me.
NEW TOTAL: $367
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