It feels great to inch my way up a bit. I communicated with many people today and even though I'm waiting for responses it still feels good.
One response has lead to having a photoshoot tomorrow! I'm so excited! I have all these ideas and I can't decide which one to do. All I know is this is going to be another chance to get more practice and have a bigger portfolio!
I also might have another photoshoot on Sunday! A girl I met at work is doing me a huge favor by helping me out! Even though I'm not getting paid yet I know having an impressive website is going to help me achieve my goals!
Now, I know I've been wishy washy about my future for as long as I can remember but I'm tired of being asked if I'm sure this is what I want to do. I understand that I suck at making decisions but everytime I try something new I always seem to come back to this. I never stopped loving what I do and just because I haven't made a zillion dollars doing it doesn't mean that it won't pay off eventually. I have a string of odd jobs to help me pay my bills. Start worrying about me when I hit you up for money! Until then...just stand back and give me moral support. If you cant well...don't let the door hit you on the way out!
Besides proving myself to everyone including myself...I've had a pretty productive day. I'm getting supplies ready and equipment set up. Also, had time for an oil change! Whew!
Emails have been sent, phone calls have been made and now I just need more leads! It's time to get off my ass and meet new people! I can't get a 'yes' if I never ask! So, wish me luck!
Tomorrow's going to be fun!
Still...$100 :(
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